Reunited

When someone so close and dear Has sadly had to disappear Please try not to feel loss and pain Because one day you'll be reunited again When we pass we simply fly And join the stars in the sky So look up at the star that gleams He's not as far away as it seems Now Stan can watch and truly see Just how much he means to his family I know he's there smiling with love Guiding you silently from above So, whilst I struggle with what to say I know Stan will never truly go away We will hold him in our hearts so strong And think about him all day long Xxxxxx

One Day

You thought one day you'd be number one
Now you're there thinking, just how dumb
To think you can raise the bar so high
Starting to believe you can fly

Then you realised deep within
There was nothing, the air too thin
You fell hard back down to Earth
And realised you have no worth

How do you pick yourself up again
Live in life as you live by the pen
Make people see you feel that hurt
Of every day being someone's dirt

You don't know how they can hear
Yet never see through to the fear
They believe in the front so much
The surface is all they ever touch

You are doomed to a life alone
Misunderstood, not another drone
You can't see or talk like they all do
So instead you melt and hope they do too

The days get longer and you get weaker
You have less fight and become meeker
You stop trying to get them to see
Instead you lay down and let things be

You never again try to understand
You believe to them you are too bland
Something that doesn't suit their taste
So you do something silly in haste

One part hopes the pain will die
The other hopes life will show why
One day you will find the reasoning
One day, one day

My heart sings

Sitting here alone
Gives me time to think
You're what I've waited for
My one true missing link

The days you are not here
Drag and feel so empty
That you don't return I fear
So much I just preempt it

Never will u see the truth
How much I really care
You'll never understand my thoughts
And see me lying bare

I don't seem to get much right
For that, I'm truely sorry
I'll keep on trying hard and fight
To have a happily ever after

You make the sunshine beam so bright
I truely feel amazed
To live without your joyous light
Would be confused and dazed

Till the day I leave this earth
My love I'll prove to you
Please never doubt my feelings
I couldn't live without us two

I love just being with you now
whatever tomorrow brings
So please keep loving me as you do
You make my heart strings sing

One and only

I never really understood what they meant

Then I met you and I met a true heaven sent

Never before has my heart truly ached

Love before I think has been faked

When I’m apart from you my one and only

I can’t help but be desperately lonely

When I try and explain my love for you

I lose all words, you haven’t a clue

Found you there

One day I awoke to find u there
U breezed in past without a care
U entered my heart no asking
And set about realigning and tasking
I did not think I'd want u there
So few before had only stared
Uve set up camp and rooted deep
A memory I will forever keep
That day will never fade or burn
For me it is my main concern
U saw in me what others have never
Something so deep something forever
Thank u for breaking through the facade
Ur love and care has broken my guard
I'm feeling things I never thought existed
Thoughts and feelings I've always resisted
There is no other made for me
I love u truely I hope u see

Eternity

When I'm with you the world seems so bright
I open my eyes and take in the light
When you look into my face I hope you see the love
And realise for me you're a true gift from above
Meeting you was so unplanned
I'm sure fate gave a helping hand
I hope for me in my life you'll be
Around for all eternity

Acceptance

There are many sides most do not know
They remain hidden not on show
They sit quietly and shiver and shake
Scared if they move, the bully awake
Not many people have seen those quiet sides
Just one or two whose minds collide
They only reveal when the person is true
They only reveal when that person is you
For so many years they have been hiding away
Leaving the alter ego to remain and play
You make it ok for them to come out
In fact, your love and attention makes them shout
For once the sides have found a true acceptance
Why it was you is the whole relevance
I have become at peace with you knowing me
There is no running away so that you can't see
In your vision they all remain
Finally playing on the same plane
I feel that maybe once and forever
I can be me fully together

Thank you for your acceptance of me for me