Laughter

Laughter isn't just a noise you make
A noise you can control and fake
Laughter isn't just a look on your face
A look you can change and erase
Laughter is an amazing feeling
A feeling that makes you break the ceiling
Laughter comes from within your heart
It's something you can't help but start
Laughter makes your insides melt
A feeling that's to be truely felt
Laughter creates an everlasting link
It shows that two people are in sync
Laughter is something you should always know
With people that love the same flow
Laughter is something you create for me
It comes at ease and sets me free

Listen

Life tests you when you're not ready
It knocks your feet, makes you unsteady
I don't know if this is my path
But it must be better than miseries wrath
I sit and think of days gone by
And wonder hard, i wonder why
I was never born to be so blessed
My hurts have never been warm and dressed
I'm stuck in a place i do not know
With an opportunity to grab and grow
Then why does my hand resist
Does that happiness truely exist
Is a life alone calculated enough
Is to be with someone just too tough
Should you revel in your own true self
Should you be the one still on the shelf
Only god knows the truth to what i ask
In his glory and knowledge i can only bask
Ask yourself what you give to this world
God is telling you, can't you hear how loud he yelled?!

Creation

Sometimes i sit and wonder why
God sent us troubles just to try
He wanted us to see the pain
To understand what it is to gain
Sometimes i wonder what he knows
Everyday as he watches us grow
Is he sure of his creation
Or does he see an abomination
Whenever i sit down and cry
I really do, i really try
To think of those that suffer much more
And have nothing or no one that they adore
Cause love itself is a healing tool
That once felt the world it rules
If we could just learn to be grateful and kind
Surely god in seeing would some comfort find

Wonder

Every day i wonder
Sit and contemplate and ponder
What is life if not for love
Seeking purpose high above
Do we have choice to test us
With this gift god chose to bless us
When life is unbalanced with no fusion
I wonder if that was his true vision
Its hard to see a purpose here
When those you hold close arent near
One day i hope to make some sense
Out of what appears to be nonsense
This is what i sit and ponder
This is what i truely wonder

Pain

Sometimes I wonder why we struggle so hard
If all that prevails is pain when we let down our guard
Am I such a terrible person that I deserve such stress
Have I let my life get in such a bad mess
When I wake up in the morning and wish to sleep
Those dreams of better days I truely wish to keep
To be alone forever more
Feels like one more chore
I've given up on ever being happy
And just struggle on and see
Why dont you understand my chain of thought
The truth in my words was never sought
Goodbye world of hatred and pain
I've left for a world where those feelings are slain

Destiny

When life no longer satisfies need
It is time those warnings you heed
I know not what lies ahead my guide
But i know from destiny i cannot hide
Give me strength to push on harder
Give me sight to go farther
Allow me knowledge of that which is key
To aid in fulfilling my own destiny
Don't let me walk around dumb and blind
With only fear to fill my mind
Allow me vision to think clearly
Even though life can seem so dreary
Cut that path for me tight and strong
So my life may maintained and long
I ask not that i know all there is and will be
Just enough to make sure i live life in glee
And not in total misery